December.

So much changes in a year.

I want to say goodbye to 2010...and it has not been a kind year to me and I'm glad to see it go.

There are so many things I want to say---much so to a very specific person- but I know he's not listening...and thus there is little point to saying it.  I love him- more than he knows, more than I can show, and more than anything. But---I have learned in 2010. Things I wish I had learned earlier.

I'm OK now. I'm good. Better every day...so I don't know that I need to say much more.
I wish....well, I have wishes. But more than that, I have me. Back. Myself again.
I have my girls, and my life. I'm back where I need to be in my mind and heart- and I will enjoy that, because it was worth the fight.

This is good. Good bye, 2010. Good bye love of my life.

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